i was born as a gentle and kind child
Hey all...i just stumbled in My life has been at least to say interesting...and when i saw what all you others wrote i thught id give it a shot to.
Its realy tuff to get it all together so plz exuse me if it might sound werid or wimpy.
I was born as a gentle and kind child.. quiet but happy.. things changed tho.. at the age of 10 i started to play role games.. getting up and cought in the ways of magic and such.. exiting i thought , it was at the moment... Some years later i was forced to a summer camp... And my o my... such lovley girls.. i was horny to say at the least... so i even followed them to church every week... there i found a lot of disturbing stuff.
As the year went by, i guess i just whent with the flow.. untill one night not feeling all that tired i was just letting my mind drift... when i feelt a suden jolt in the spirit... some thing was coming... and a split second after that i felt my mind being ripped at.. images of creatuers and feelings of hate over came me.. so fast and hard.. i coud feel the demons they where so real.. and i was so scared.. i couldn't focus.. but some thing came to me as if a memory i called out to Jesus.. just saying His name it took a while.. i can't say how long..time was hard to.... well i fell a sleep totaly exausted, that was the first time... much has happend since then..
i had some offers of power from the evil side... but i know now that it can't be worth it and i have heard the voie of God, Its amasing tho... ive never feelt more power coming at me than i did at that night.... and still the small panting of the name of the son turned them away. i am still so far from God...allways trying to get out....but i still know God lives and the power belonges to him...there is no other way to be truly happy... He bings me such joy as i never feelt... and it keeps coming... even when im down i know that it doesent matter what i can see and feel.. God rules (and he has a awsome set of humor) So if you are out there... feeling low or just empty.. know this... drugs are patethic compared with the cool stuff and laughts you will have with God.
And by the way....the life of a cristian is almost pure struggle to do what is right you shoud know that... its not a thing to be taking to ligtly upon... But it is the coolest aventure of all times I promise.
Age 20 (Feel free to email me)