I had always had a mediocre relationship with God that in December caused me to become fed up with. I was praying heavily for a stable job so that I could afford to keep the electricity on, feed myself, help my mom afford her diabetes medication when she has been out of work for years. Honestly I am in my twenties and I had not been able to work to help fund the family. We were losing our home and due to the lack of funds we could not afford the upkeep. Every job opportunity that came seemed like God was just teasing me.